cheating

There's only one day left before the result, how much i wish that day will never come....



why?

am i afraid of failing..

afraid of losing..

or i dont wanna feel guilty if i fail, because I ACTUALLY cheat in my quiz..


IF i fail is it because IT IS punishment from god because i cheat on my IBM quiz.Since It is my first attempt cheating ,can i be frgiven..


i feel bad bout what i did,but i promise i wont do it again.plz god frgive me.



Everyone in class iS cheating..It give me pressure sometimes .Even the lecture are giving answer to some student.Is this a quiz or what ?Dont put 100% blame on me .I use to hate cheater,because they don't ve integrity, now should i hate myself because i ve now loose my integrity.





I know this is almost impossible ..

But what if i get good result ,will i be happy for a result tht is not 100% come from my own effort.Will i be proud for myself.How should i react when i receive cngrat from friend.im a shame of myslef...

Cngrat TO u THAT now U RE a CHeater!!



i always believe that the outcome that i get is not really important as long it come from my own effort.bUT NOW..Owh god what i ve done to myself.I feel sory for myself.


Now im hoping for a miracle ,do i really deserve to get good result,i know i don't,but can god give me a second chance,i ll promise i repent..